#TuesdayNight – Everyday i’m thinking of you

15 April 2014 § Leave a comment

I always feel excited to meet a new friends. I always thinking about him.

Yes, how is the moment when i meet him?

I always dreaming about him. He is tall, he look at me like i am really the one, and he have a pretty smile.

He is not perfect. He is the person who teach about love, fight and worth.

Why worth it? because life always been worth since you born.

He is the person who keep telling me about dream even i already knew it.

So, what kind a story that i’ve always dream? A simple story. Not sweetness, not sadness, not happyness. Just a simple story. The story that will mix everything into one and feel perfect.

I meet him and i fall in love with him. And we build a relationship then a family.

When i meet him, i just wanna say, “he is the one and the only one.”

He is the one who i always want to spend with.


#FridayThought- Don’t call the name of God Carelessly

11 April 2014 § Leave a comment

You can judging people, but don’t put the name of God above all your problems or their problems.

I think it is not about what their belief  or where they go to pray. So, don’t bring God into your problems.

Maybe we are not that perfect because we just a human. So, don’t start judging from what they pray.

We need God because we belief. If the attitude still not change, it is not because of GOD!

Please, look yourself first! Do you really forgiving yourself? If not, you can’t judge people.

Look a mirror and look yourself first. Judge yourself first.

Maybe why we still not changing because we on the process to be the person we want.

And i think you need to respect other for that. Not judging them!


#ThursdayNight – Next Plan

10 April 2014 § Leave a comment

Okay, i really need GET OUT from my parents house. Now, i understand and I agree with west culture. When you 17th, you must get out and have you own life. Without your parents!

I’ve been struggling for 8 years to get out from this house. Yes, i never can be a friend with my parents, especially with my Mom. With all the attitude, i think it’s enough for me. I love my Mom. I know she is not perfect. But i think, i can’t take it anymore. Live a far away from her, i think it would be the best desicion.

I can imagine my life after my brother got married and leave this house. Do i need get married first to leave this house? I don’t think so. I’m a grow woman. I can do whatever i want.

What I really  need is to start build my life. I have a target and goal.

I want to be brave. I don’t want to be a coward forever. I mean, at least, i did something for my life.

So, the best thing for me is to leave this house, move from Jakarta, and have a new life, new path, new friends, new house, and new job.

I need that! Really! I have a dream that i must make it come true, before i become 30th years old. And the time is now!



#beforeIForget- on the bus TJ

1 April 2014 § Leave a comment

Kejadian di bus hari ini:

Ada seorang ibu hamil gede masuk ke bagian cowok. Nah, disitu gue otomatis bantuin dia nyari bangku kan. Gue sapalah bapak2 di depan mata gue. Biasanya cukup kode pak, ini ada wanita hamil, akan bergerak berdiri dan kasih duduk. Tapi ini malah nanya balik, iya, terus kenapa? Gue bilang iya minta tlg duduk buat dia. Lagi hamil. Terus dia malah pelototin gue dan si ibu malah bilang gini, “gpp, bapaknya capek. Asal gak keteken gapap kok.” Gak mungkin kan gue biarin gt? Ya uda gue tinggalin si bapak itu. Cari anak muda. Untungnya ada yg mau berdiri. Tpi si ibu jadi rada susah masuk dan duduk karena keadaan sempit.

Gak lama ada ibu bawa anak bayi.Yap, bisa tebak dunk reaksi apa yg terjadi? Emang bis lagi rame, tp ga ad yg inisiatif bantuin si ibu ini. Gue pun terjebak di pintu. Samping gue bapak udah tua, gak mgkn gue minta berdiri kn?sblhny si ibu hamil dan sbelahnya lagi sama, bapak2 tua. Alhasil, doi berdiri sampai tujuan. Hmmm.

Miris? Yap ini kejadian nggak cuma di kereta, tp gue rasa di hampir semua kendaraan umum.

Tapi, gak perlu di generalisasiin, cukup di refleksikan saja. Soalny, gue pernah dikasih duduk sama bapak2 saat bediri di tmpt cowok. Rada serem sih. Tapi at least dia bantuin gue untuk duduk. Bahkan waktu dulu ada mas2 dpn gue yg berdiri begitu gue masuk ke bagian cowok.

So, intinya, mari sadarkan diri kita untuk peduli sama orang lain. Gue cewek muda, nah mgkn gue ga butuh selalu dikasih duduk. Tapi kalau lihat cewek lagi hamil gede atau bawa anak,please help them. Gue tahu capeknya ibu kota.kadang gue pun kesel klo ada ibu hamil atau bawa anak ambil tmpt duduk gue. Tapi kalau dipikir2 lagi, gue masih muda dan kuat. Dan itu kewajiban gue kasih duduk ke orang membutuhkan. So, please ya bantuannya … Lebih peka dikit sama orang sekitar gitu…

Gue pun masih belajar


#Tuesday – How I Met your Mother

1 April 2014 § Leave a comment

Okey, i finally finished watch this series. When the first time i knew about how is gonna end, i’m mad. I hated the writers so bad. But after i watching this movie, i realized one thing. This is the love tv story. They still in the plot. Meet, they separated and back together. If they don’t make like that, they will be not a emotional in there.

And it’s so funny when i read the comments about ‘how i met your mother’ ending. Well, believe or not, i heard some same story, only a different angle, about Ted and Robin. Maybe the writers get the point in there. They just want to tell us, sometime, life is not that perfect, but love is always been perfect. If you never felt the hardest part in your life, you never know what kind a love you will give or take.

Even i know, they will end up together. But, in the same point, i just don’t like looking Ted have been hurt all the time because Robin. That’s the reason i don’t like Ted with Robin. But in the end, maybe they just need to make like this.

But i really disspointed, i can’t look the chemistry between Ted and the mother for a long time. That was a really short story. It looks like they force into the ending. If they make a more about how Ted and the mother love life, maybe i can forgiving them. They just really perfect together and i love to heard their story.

And, I kind sad when i watched the episode when Ted letting go Robin to get married with Barney. If they just never work out, why they get married? Yes, in this story, it was like blowing up the magic of the marriage. But that is life. Things happened. Even you already said the vow. Things will happened.  That because not life is sucks, but it was because life is so damn beautiful. And universe always wants you to be happy.

So, maybe that was the universe told Ted how he must be happy. If  in the story, ted and the mother got divorce, maybe i will hate this movie so badly. But, because the mother was dead,  so, i can forgiving. At least, Ted didn’t cheat her to be back with Robin and he really did his vows.

And why is always Robin and Robin? Because Robin always in Ted life. You like it or not, Ted always be there for Robin. They already make a clue for 9 years. So, Robin is so lucky.

Maybe, why i didn’t like Robin end up with Ted, that was because Ted is really perfect to Robin and he needs a girl more than Robin. And he already got it! He have a family and wife.

So, it was fair right? Robin didn’t get a better life either until she realized that Ted was always be there for her. And lucky her, she can win Ted back.

So, yes, this is the happy ending for Robin and Ted and the sad ending for Ted and the Mother.

IF the whole story end in the season 8, maybe we will live in the disney fairy tale story. But because the story end in season 9, we already live in Ted fairy tale story.

You’ve got it the writers!

Anyway, this movie reminds me a some story, from movie and the real story. Did you ever watched
“My Best Friend Wedding”? They created a simillar ending. And one of an artist in Indonesia, if i’m not wrong, she had a same story. She got married and her husband died, no longer after their wedding. Then another year later, she married again with her ex boyfriend,  i think for a long time, and end up together. Now what i can look  about them is a happiness. (hope they will together forever).

Yes, that is a life. Full of suprises and you will never know how is gonna end until you died.

Thank you for make this story! (even i still don’t really like the ending, but okay, i can accepted!)

#NightThoughts – The long ways

25 March 2014 § Leave a comment

I’ve been thinking for the long time about what i want to be. It’s a same things since i was a little girl.

I still remembered that time when i wrote a letter for a competition. I didn’t won that time and i almost gave up.

Time flies away. And when i was writing on the blog for the first time, my mind keep telling me what i should to do.

But again, i trapped in the scary things.i did really hate that kind of things.

Then before i was publishing my first, i felt like it was wrong. Why? Because i’m not falling im love with my book. What i supposed to do then?

Hmm.. After that, i tried to read again, the things that i wrote. That wasn’t about the fiction. It was about the deep of heart. Silly things about what my heart wants to do next.

Yes, i want to write not a crap things but the valuable things. I don’t want people make a fun about what i wrote. But i want they have a full respect about my dream.

I will show you. Not the next time but now. Seriously!

#MorningThoughts – Remember this Dream

17 March 2014 § Leave a comment

Maybe my dream life is full of romantic stories. Silly. But, sometimes that make me feel more alive. Even it just a dream. Maybe someday it will become a reality. I just don’t know when. But what i know now is a faith. I believe in what i always believe. Even people said it is possible, but it will never stopped me to believe.


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